Mo' money, No money.

Sheesh, I don't mind helping out with my family you know? But my mom and I have the same job and make exactly the same amount each pay check. I'm trying to save up for an apartment, but it's hard when they keep taking all of my money. =/ Mom took 20 for groceries (including beer, ugh), and dad just got home and took the last of my cash. Luckily I put the rest of my check in the bank, so they can't touch it. But it's just frustrating. If it was to help with bills or gas i wouldn't complain, but dad wants to buy chips and pizza and some soda with it. So...ugh Idk. I'll just ignore it and hope that they can pay me back eventually.

Dirty, yummy thoughts

Is it sad that one of the main reasons i want to move out is so i can buy myself sex toys? Lol!! Yeah yeah, I know. But I'm 22, a virgin and I've only been kissed once...and it sucked.
Just...URG
Another main reason is that I'd be able to enter the dating scene on my own terms without my family jumping into my bussiness. Can you imagin if I dated a girl!? Omg.

Ok, new subject. I really had to #2, you know? But it was too big like omg. Well I told mom and she asks me why i don't just take one of the laxatives in my purse.

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the FUCK?! Luckily she didn't question why i had them, but i guess I need to make sure she doesn't know i take so many all the time. But still, she was snooping through my purse and found the box. Um...Nosy much? just....-big sigh- I'll have to take them out, or just throw the box out and hide the pills in my purse somewhere. Maybe in my wallet. i dunno. =/
So far being veg, I lost like 2-3 pounds. I'm pretty happy. =)

Hm, veghead?

Hey lovies. I'm thinking about trying the veg thing again. It's not like I don't already buy vegetarian products because of the calorie difference. And the only thing that my family makes with meat is barbeque, which I don't eat any way. This might force me to chow down on more leafy greens than before, which is always a plus. =)

So yeah. Work tomorrow yay! More calories burned!! God i'm a sick sick girl.

Ugh, gross

My brother woke up this morning and the first thing he did was mac down on a bag of cheetos. There was half a bag left and he ate it all before the rest of us even got up. And what's more, they were my little sister's cheetos that she bought with her own money. Yeah. That's all he had to eat, too. He didn't get up and have breakfast, he just GRABBED those chips and ate them in one sitting. Did I mention he's 13 and almost 200 pounds? Yeah.

So yeah. About Kim, I cancelled on her. I put on some shorts in the bathroom and ended up crying so I made up some bogus lie about helping someone with a yard sale. I'm going to try to not eat for a week and try again next weekend I guess.... -sigh-

Doctor, doctor, make me a cure for it all....

Hey all, what's going on? Work's going great, ton's of stairs and cleaning and shit, now if I could just stop eating. -sigh-

Anyway, Other than that thing's are pretty good. I'm going to the lake with my friend tomorrow. I'm NOT bringing my swimsuit cause I'm way the fuck too fat for that shit to be seen by human eyes. I'm looking forward to getting some color though.

So...yeah. Life's still boring as shit. Sorry there's never anything interesting to read on this thing. Lol.

It's been a long time.

My laptop has been out of commission and I wouldn't dare post this stuff on my mom's desktop. Anyway, Hello ladies. (and gentlemen of there's any reading this) Boy it's been a while since I posted. Let's take a look at what all's happened since last time.

• I got a new job, cleaning up vacation rentals with my mom. The pay's good and since we're a team we get bigger houses, which pays more for us. 
• My sister got her tonsels removed on the 15th of June. And guess what. She lost 15 pounds. Now she's 138. And boy does she just love rubbing it in my face. "Bobbi, guess what? Another five pounds down." -sigh- Anyway...I'd rather NOT dally on that, it just makes me angry.

• I've ballooned. Again. Back up to 165. HOWEVER with my new job I don't expect it to stay that way. It's about five hours of lifting, pushing, pulling, cleaning, scrubbing and going up and down stairs each day. If not an hour or two longer. I just have to stop eating like a fucking cow and I wont have to take shears to my rolls.

I'm trying to think if there's anything else worth mentioning yet. Oh, obviously I got my computer back. Lol. She needed a new hard drive, disk drive and other stuff too. M ex boyfriend Ben fixed it for me so I owe him 30 bucks. No big deal. =)

Other than that...My life is totally unexciting right now. So...yeah. Haha. Later.