Is it 2012 yet? I want the world to end please.

My dad just reminded me what the true meaning of Christmas was. Yup, after mom spent all day in town fighting crowds and stuff to buy presents. She comes home and hides them, then helped my make dinner.

Dad strolled in from the bedroom and starts going: "You didn't get enough presents, we're going to have a sucky Christmas" ... "There's only like five things! Why didn't you get like... a shopping cart full?" ... "This is going to be such a disappointing Christmas" 

Yup. Just like I thought. Xmas is a stupid holiday that makes people into selfish unhappy lumps. Not just my dad...EVERYONE! My family has NO money, we're impoverished! We can't afford milk sometimes, yet my little brother keeps whining about wanting an xbox 360, and a bunch of ps3 games.

Oh, this just in: I just heard my folks talking in the living room and mom said something about a present for me and dad goes: "Don't worry about her, she doesn't care, she's our good kid" Okay...great..whatever. Then mom said something about my little sister and he said the same thing...Hello. My sister is 17, she still expects a present or two under the tree. It's not all about the little fatasss that you all claim is my baby brother. (he's 14 and over 200 pounds). But apparently dad thinks that the majority of the money spent should be on him. Screw my sister apparently. Whatever. I'm going to get a gift card from my grandma (maybe) if I do, I'll buy Stephanie some more things so she wont feel left out. And my mom too, she never gets anything because dad doesn't go Christmas shopping. Hopefully there's enough to get them both something. I already got them both presents...but I could only afford one each. Oh well I guess. It'll be over soon.

It's just people like my dad who claim the whole day is ruined if there's not a billion gifts under the tree....it sucks all the holiday spirit out of me and leaves me bitter and unhappy. =(

Merry freaking Christmas. Happy god damn new year, hopefully the world explodes before I have to deal with this holiday again.