Finally. Not just the blog, but in my control. I haven't had a calorie in 24 hours. I'm going to try for three days, (I have appetite suppressants). An once I get there, if my hunger goes away I'm going to fast until June 10th. That's my birthday.
I'm tired of this crap. Always eating, thinking about food. It's because I'm bored. I live in the country without a car...not much to do but eat, you know? I'm reading more and stuff so that's helped take my mind off of food. So far so good.
I'll be updating how much I've lost. And if it's a decent amount by the time I break my fast, I'll start posting my weight on here again. Right now, I'm too ashamed.
No, to the people who are actually reading this. I missed you guys.
I saw your comment, Mango, lol, yes you were able to post it.
Hm, let's see. New stuff in my life... Pretty much nothing. Haha. I've been growing my hair our. I got a tan up by the lake... Ugh. It was fun and all, but I felt horrible the whole time. It was super hot, so I wore shorts for the first time in a year and my legs.....wow. Nothing but solid fat. Ew ew ew. I can't even look at the pictures. -rubs head-
So yeah. Last time I truly saw how fat I was, I lost 50 pounds. Now seeing how my legs look, I'm kick starting myself our of the binging I've been doing. I'd rather eat nothing than 4000 calories a day like I've been doing.
I know what you mean about overeating... I've been doing that all summer and I feel horrible about my weight... terrified of posting it on my blog!
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