Ugh, gross

My brother woke up this morning and the first thing he did was mac down on a bag of cheetos. There was half a bag left and he ate it all before the rest of us even got up. And what's more, they were my little sister's cheetos that she bought with her own money. Yeah. That's all he had to eat, too. He didn't get up and have breakfast, he just GRABBED those chips and ate them in one sitting. Did I mention he's 13 and almost 200 pounds? Yeah.

So yeah. About Kim, I cancelled on her. I put on some shorts in the bathroom and ended up crying so I made up some bogus lie about helping someone with a yard sale. I'm going to try to not eat for a week and try again next weekend I guess.... -sigh-

Doctor, doctor, make me a cure for it all....

Hey all, what's going on? Work's going great, ton's of stairs and cleaning and shit, now if I could just stop eating. -sigh-

Anyway, Other than that thing's are pretty good. I'm going to the lake with my friend tomorrow. I'm NOT bringing my swimsuit cause I'm way the fuck too fat for that shit to be seen by human eyes. I'm looking forward to getting some color though.

So...yeah. Life's still boring as shit. Sorry there's never anything interesting to read on this thing. Lol.

It's been a long time.

My laptop has been out of commission and I wouldn't dare post this stuff on my mom's desktop. Anyway, Hello ladies. (and gentlemen of there's any reading this) Boy it's been a while since I posted. Let's take a look at what all's happened since last time.

• I got a new job, cleaning up vacation rentals with my mom. The pay's good and since we're a team we get bigger houses, which pays more for us. 
• My sister got her tonsels removed on the 15th of June. And guess what. She lost 15 pounds. Now she's 138. And boy does she just love rubbing it in my face. "Bobbi, guess what? Another five pounds down." -sigh- Anyway...I'd rather NOT dally on that, it just makes me angry.

• I've ballooned. Again. Back up to 165. HOWEVER with my new job I don't expect it to stay that way. It's about five hours of lifting, pushing, pulling, cleaning, scrubbing and going up and down stairs each day. If not an hour or two longer. I just have to stop eating like a fucking cow and I wont have to take shears to my rolls.

I'm trying to think if there's anything else worth mentioning yet. Oh, obviously I got my computer back. Lol. She needed a new hard drive, disk drive and other stuff too. M ex boyfriend Ben fixed it for me so I owe him 30 bucks. No big deal. =)

Other than that...My life is totally unexciting right now. So...yeah. Haha. Later.

It's my birthday

I'm not 100% sure how to feel right now. I'm 22, jobless, carless, and still living with my family. But at the same time I'm not a single mother (or a mother at all) I'm not hooked on drugs or other bad shit. And I'm not a gambler or anything like that. Still though, it's kind of depressing to think that it's been almost 5 years since I graduated and I have gone NO where...
I've only had two jobs, Disney World and a shitty burger place. BAH

I know the problem, and I'm trying to fix it. Location location location.

Anyway...Yeah. It's my birthday. um... yay me I suppose. I took my date off of facebook, so I'm gonna see how many of my friends remember on their own. So far...one.

Yarr

Today's a good day. I'm 156, which is fine, I'm maintaining. If I'm a good girl today I could be 155 tomorrow morning. It's pretty nifty, oui. ^.^

I'm expecting a package today, and it says it's delivered, BUUUT I don't have it. Lol. I dunno, maybe mom didn't check the mail yet. If she did then I'll have it tomorrow. As long as it gets here.

Bloody fantastic day =D

OKAY!! Today I slept in, amazing, then I got up. I'm 157 now...well I was this morning. I dunno about when I wake up again, we'll see, I was a super good girl today. ^.^

Anyway, I consecrated my Rune Stones and used them for the first time. I didn't ask a question really, I just let them fly. Here's what I got:
Woman
Wealth
Possessions
Poison
and Home

And here's what it ended up meaning =D
My friend Michelle (woman) ended up coming by with a bunch of books and tarot cards for me to have. (Wealth of possessions). But when I got them, my mom and sister were kinda like.... O.o wtf, you're weird dude. (poison, which is also slander and down talk, and Home.)

Isn't that COOL?! I didn't think it would really go much of anything, but that's SO cool!!!! They got over my being weird, so no worries, Lol.

happy days

Yes, you are my ducky. <3

Anyway, Hi people. I'm 159. I'm going to fast until my birthday in 10 days because my Nana's traveling down the state to see me. Then when she leaves, I'll fast for another 5 days until the Full Moon. =) Seems like a good idea. I started at midnight today, sooo yeah.

Trying to think if there's anything else nifty enough to say. I don't think there is.