Holy f@#%

.....................I...don't even know what to do right now. I just made myself purge, it's the first time I've ever done it, and I never want to do it again, but I didn't even stop to think about it. I'm home alone and I ate an entire bag of cheddar chips....I freaked out and didn't even think about it..I just went to the bathroom and threw it all up. I never ever want to do it again. Ever. It made me cry and cough and it was just horrible, fmlfmlfml